Finally found the opportunity to disappear from my abusive bf
However..due to him being a cop, I just didn't trust anyone to not tell him and that unfortunately includes homeless shelters because I'm sceptical about what he could unravel.
I left my state and rented a hostel with the lil I saved up but now I'm basically just trying to survive and my friend told me that he reported me missing and in his report noted that I'm mentally unstable.
The worst part is that I found out I'm pregnant.So currently I'm just trying survive as I have no money left and have been getting food from the food bank and stuff. I feel like I've hit rock bottom but I keep telling myself that the only way I can go from here is up. I couldn't stay in that relationship and I feel sooo alone in all this but I also wanted something different from the hand that I've been dealt in life.
I left my state and rented a hostel with the lil I saved up but now I'm basically just trying to survive and my friend told me that he reported me missing and in his report noted that I'm mentally unstable.
The worst part is that I found out I'm pregnant.So currently I'm just trying survive as I have no money left and have been getting food from the food bank and stuff. I feel like I've hit rock bottom but I keep telling myself that the only way I can go from here is up. I couldn't stay in that relationship and I feel sooo alone in all this but I also wanted something different from the hand that I've been dealt in life.
