@Zaphod42 i have seen a huge thing in the past, hug body something like this, a huge pillow-like-human all white thing that would even move. creepy creepy no thanks!
@ExperienceDLT firstly i've sent a message to a friend but he's with friends, another friend who lives closer we don't hug and it'd be weird if i tried, and i cannot think of anything else. And i wouldn't like to take the self acknowledging and meditation road at the moment, nor would i like to use either food, drugs or arts instead, so i am here sitting with it and talking about 🙄