I Saw A Psychiatrist

I just had a long lecture from the psychiatrist today begging me to open up.. She’s been trying to figure out for the last 6 months to why and what’s behind the way I feel ..she simply said if I don’t get it out my system and express my thoughts it will kill me.

I really did get her frustrated and probably questioning her profession … She wants to see me in 2 weeks but I never scheduled an appointment and walked out…..

Opening to someone means being exposed and vulnerable …

And why I feel what I feel is because of the “what ifs”…