I Don't Care If Your Gay Or Straight Or Bi

I sticked around him all this time with an everlasting dying hope that maybe he may love me somedat.But no matter what I did,no matter how hard I tried and how hard I tried not to try..I couldn't get him to budge.I thought "He doesn't love me,that's not bad, but he cares about me,and that's just fine". Maybe is not the type that fall for someone that easily,I said to myself.Then a girl came around and suddenly we talked less,suddenly she was all he could see..suddenly the piece of him I always thought belonged to me was gone.She became more important to him than I ever was and may ever be.She was with him for a few months,I've been by his side for 4 years..and still can't get him to remember my birthday,meanwhile he traveled miles to be with her and bought her a brand new camera for her birthday...which was only a month after mine.I stood there and watched things progressed between them.Compared to the way the went between us,it was almost like magic...saw a part of him next to her that never came out when ever we were together.I gave him his space,I gambled with my heart at stake..I gave all I could but didn't get back enough.