I Wish I Was Beautiful

What’s really getting me down on my looks today is my realizing that I’m going to be wearing this scarred up face of mine to my wedding which is just in a couple of days. I’d like to feel beautiful on my wedding day but I know I’m not going to. I look back on old pics of myself when I was still good-looking before health issues ruined my face and I just wish I could be able to look back at my wedding photos with the same way. Call me petty as hell, but that’s how I feel. 🤷‍♀️