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I Have Been Beaten Up

I've been in fights at school, pretty much over who I hung around with...

My bestie, Amber, would get taunted as her mum was a hooker, and so was her sister. Initially I would try to stick up for her but just get pushed around....

The taunting got pretty bad for Amber so she learned self-defence and sorted out the bullies....however, guilt by association dictated that I got hit about a little too as those that couldn't get to Amber could get to me....

Then Amber started sticking up for me too.....

In later life, I became a hooker and got with a Madame. All was fairly well until, 5 years down the line I was punched, kicked and generally degraded by this individual just for speaking out of line.

It scared me. It embarrassed me.....and, true to previous form, my bestie came to protect me....

I hate fighting....psychologically it still scars me....scares me even....but I won't let it beat me....at

Sarah 馃拫馃拫
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Livingwell61-69, M
Glad you found a better situation.
SarahTheHooker26-30, F
@Livingwell thanks hun.....

Yes, a much better - and respectful - situation...

Sarah 馃拫
Livingwell61-69, M
@SarahTheHooker I remember when it happened. Terrible. You are such a beautiful woman. I like that you are a geek too.
SarahTheHooker26-30, F
@Livingwell Yes....not nice.

Still have ripples from the fallout in my life going on.....

Sarah 馃拫馃拫
Livingwell61-69, M
@SarahTheHooker I鈥檓 very sorry for that. I hope things settle down and you can be happy with your love.
SarahTheHooker26-30, F
@Livingwell things have mostly settled down but now having family know that I had a pimp is quite embarrassing still.....

...and they know that Amber is my current one....and they do know her well....so they're a little uncomfortable with that, which makes ME uncomfortable too!

....and, as dad was a regular punter of Martika's, that was tough...

Sarah 馃拫
Livingwell61-69, M
@SarahTheHooker Well, it鈥檚 your life. You obviously take good care of yourself. And you live a decent life. They have to come to terms with it.

As for dad, that鈥檚 his cross to bear so to speak.

Do you ever share a picture? Nothing bad, of course. I know there may be rules.
SarahTheHooker26-30, F
@Livingwell they have, they did, they do....with the prostitution aspect of it....just the pimp thing...

Well, he has sex with one of Amber's other girls, so that's kinda ok.....

It's took me a long time to get used to dad and his use of hookers....he used to have sex with Amber until he realised that we knew each other....

....and that caused major upsets with me over both relationships.....but that was resolved when he started seeing Martika....

..then, the fallout? So, he decided to use one of the other girls..

Sarah 馃拫
Livingwell61-69, M
@SarahTheHooker I can understand that. My daughters would be disappointed.
Livingwell61-69, M
@SarahTheHooker You鈥檙e still a beautiful lady with a big heart. That much is for certain.
SarahTheHooker26-30, F
@Livingwell Thank you for those kind words....

Sarah 馃拫