Your life job is to "Know they self"
Why?
As the only one to give you your inner deep love, is you to you.
Why?
In your life ahead, people will come and they will leave, the constant is " you to you "

Yes, we enjoy the company of close friends, to share with, to help in the ups of life, the down times as well.

So till then, build you up from within, know you, your darkness, your funny. Find those interests that inspired you, then you can share with others what lights you up.

Remember you are the constant in your life. If you stay single, then be complete, at peace with this. Long-term relationships, can be a war zone, as each later on will trigger each others life hurts, as often situations get repeated, yet we react with our ego hurts, we react by old habits in current situations.

Enjoy each moment, it's in each moment that life happens into the next moment.

Best advice is, never compare your life with those you interact with, if you do, you will always feel robed. (Should be, why not, if only mine was like that)

Relationships aren't some complex thing to understand. You either like spending time with someone or not. You tell them about yourself. What you like. What you don't like. What you hate. Just talk about whatever you want to talk about.