I Wish I Didn't Have Emotions
I feel pain and I feel sad. I know it’s hard to believe but I struggle with it daily.
Please be kind to me.
Please be kind to me.
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Kodel · 26-30, M
There's nothing wrong with admitting that you struggle. There's nothing wrong with being sad. There's only something wrong with trying to be happy when you honestly need to be sad. Sometimes we need to be sad. Life sometimes pushes us far beyond what we can handle with and sometimes nothing happens to pull us back into a zone where we can be happy. It's so painful to be in that zone and I'm honestly saddened to hear that you're stuck in it. If there is anything I can do to help I am more than happy to do it. We all need someone who cares about us to invest in us. We all need a shoulder to cry on and we all need someone who will drop what they are doing and will be there when you need them. You deserve to be happy and at peace. Pain will ease over time and I'm happy to do what I can to ease your pain. The worst thing about suffering and pain is going through it alone.
Kodel · 26-30, M
@lilangel I'm so happy that you loved this. You deserve to feel loved and cherished. I know it's hard to believe that when you're wrestling with depression, but you do. I'm sure that you are a delightful human being with many beautiful qualities. Depression stops you from seeing them and makes you see the negatives and makes you want to see the negatives (or at least it did for me). I'd love to support you as much as I can. If you need someone to talk to, if you can't take anymore or if you're crippled with loneliness or sadness or anything, I would be happy to help you. I had to battle through my depression alone and it's nothing I would wish on anyone. If you need someone, I'd be happy to he there.