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I Hate My Relationship

I had a bad eating disorder when I first met my boyfriend. It was terrible but at least I was pretty. Now I've gained so much weight I doubt I would ever find someone else to love me if i left him. Thats only one of the reasons i wont leave him no matter how much I want to. The other is that I have nowhere to go and I don't make enough money at the job I have to support myself alone. I need to get another job but I'm so comfortable with the one I have(even though I do hate it) I'm scared to get another one or quit. And I'm so unmotivated to do anything. I can barely take a shower much less go apply or go to an interview.

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PastDesign · 26-30, F

Sweetie, that sounds like full-on depression. Find a therapist. Get some help. It's...not easy, but I do think it's worth it.

DeluxePretzel · 26-30, F

@PastDesign I used to go before I started college about 2 years ago but I have no money for one now

PastDesign · 26-30, F

@DeluxePretzel I completely understand THAT issue. I'm pretty constantly near-broke myself as I try to claw myself into some sort of security. But there are still options, places you can go to find help. Again, it's not easy - depression does not WANT to be cured, and fights you even trying - but please, try. It's worth it.

YOU are worth it.