I Hate My Relationship I had a bad eating disorder when I first met my boyfriend. It was...

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I had a bad eating disorder when I first met my boyfriend. It was terrible but at least I was pretty. Now I've gained so much weight I doubt I would ever find someone else to love me if i left him. Thats only one of the reasons i wont leave him no...

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sighmeupforthat · 46-50, M

that disorder lead you to this. i wish people realize that.

DeluxePretzel · 26-30, F

@sighmeupforthat i wish i knew then what i know now

gmatthewb · 51-55, M

You are still the person you were before so you're still as beautiful as always on the inside. Don't ever forget that. Getting into another job is a good motivation to try and turn things around for yourself. Make a plan to wake up one day this week and start that journey. Show the world what a strong woman you can be.

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DeluxePretzel · 26-30, F

@waleskinder spot on thats what I look like

PastDesign · 26-30, F

Sweetie, that sounds like full-on depression. Find a therapist. Get some help. It's...not easy, but I do think it's worth it.

DeluxePretzel · 26-30, F

@PastDesign I used to go before I started college about 2 years ago but I have no money for one now

PastDesign · 26-30, F

@DeluxePretzel I completely understand THAT issue. I'm pretty constantly near-broke myself as I try to claw myself into some sort of security. But there are still options, places you can go to find help. Again, it's not easy - depression does not WANT to be cured, and fights you even trying - but please, try. It's worth it.

YOU are worth it.

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