I've made a playlist of songs that I've shared with a dear friend of mine here who is very special to me and one of the most valuable connections I've ever made here. Unfortunately, we're no longer friends and they're not even here anymore but I deeply regret losing them and miss them very much. I know I said in my last post I made about this person months ago that that was going to be my last post I ever make on them but they were the most important part on SW for me this year so I want my last post of 2018 to be about them.
This is the kind of music I think they love the most. Whenever I listen to these songs, some of the last few that I shared with them, it always reminds me of them so I went and made a playlist of these songs to always remember them by: [center][youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRsP8-mf_ns] [youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRzA84t_Kb0] [youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEC_43fx-GA] [youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MXfxnSMKSsk] [youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImANYYEBH-U][/center] Even though I know we'll probably never interact with each other again and even if we did, there's no chance of us ever being friends again, I still miss them and wish things didn't go the way they did. I wish I could at least apologize for letting them down and let them know that there isn't any bitterness on my part. Even if they hate me now and want nothing to do with me, I hope they have a nice life and a better 2019.