I Am The Black Sheep

well im left in my room apart from meals...i guess she does but i just make life harder for her than it is already shes been off work for months from panic attacks, break downs anxiety etc. And my brother and me always fighting stresses her out too much she just cant deal with it so if i wasnt here she would be a lot healthier and functional

I'm sorry. Hope things get better for you. x

I'm distant from my brother so I feel you. Must be worse to feel this about your whole family. Hang in there.

idk i dont want to think about this anymore....

My dad, he cheated on my mum a bunch when i was a kid, she divorced him, he remarried and has his own kids so in a way i dont want to know him...but i just dont feel wanted by anyone...

Or...maybe she needs you more than ever.

Not even your mom?

There's just a point when the endless insults of your brother calling you a fat cunt everytime he sees you, the long awkward and endless silent car journeys with my mum and the total neglection of my dad just gets too much and even the sanctuary that is my room offers no comfort anymore....nonetheless il try.

That really sucks. Out of the three, who's the easiest to deal with?