I Think Being Crazy Is a Sane Response to a Crazy World

I've come to realize that I'm no longer connected with people, reality or the outside world and it's actually affecting my relationship with friends and family. Everyone questions about my absence. Why won't I get out of the house? Why won't I spend quality time with family anymore? Why am I so distant and inconsistent? That question is rather tough to answer. Clearly I can't give a reasonable answer because regardless no one even eunderstands! I'm frustrated, I'm lonely, I'm suicidal and so it seems I'm losing it. 😣😖