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I Will Write A Letter I Will Not Send

I will write all the things i wanted to say to you but of [b][/b]course I couldn't really send it to you since we stopped talking. I'd just pretend I'm talking to you directly..
Maybe it will help me ease the pain and maybe, ease the letting go.

(PS. Hi y'all, you don't have to comment on this post as this is just my brain dump. Thanks 😬)

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faithfulhusband · C

I've written a letter for you.
For you to read it but i decided to just throw it away because it's not important anymore. I can vent and rant anything i wanna say to you but it's pointless now.. Youve made your decision and it's time for me to decide for myself. I'm just tired of this never ending feeling of defeat. I'm tired of asking myself what happened to you, to us? Wait, was there really an [b]Us[/b]?!
Silly me. I'm just hurting myself with my expectations. 🤦🏻‍♀️
I.. i finally realized what i really meant to you. A friend. Just somebody. And it was just me who went overboard and thought that there's already something between us. Crazy, right? 🤔
I mean, I'm sure you didn't mean when you say that you like me right? 🤔 Like, when you said you're gonna teach me how to climb or how to drive and those things like watching a movie and stuff. You didn't mean that right? Im so sure of it. 🤷🏻‍♀️
Silly, silly me..
We're just strangers who got bored and went on with it. Its all fun and games until someone falls, and that idiot would be me. Yey me.
Id wanna add that i still care about you, but naahh. It's not like you would too, right? 🤔
Anyways, this is getting long and boring..

So yeah, this is me letting all this shits go. You've already move on to whatever it was so i probably need to. You said i have to overcome it so here i am trying my bestest 💪🏻!

So yeah, Have a nice life.
Merry Christmas. Happy New Year.
Happy Valentine's day.
Happy Easter. Happy fourth of July.
Happy everything.
Take care. Ily.
Goodbye.