Struggles of discovery writing. I got about 20,000 words written and because I changed my mind on a two characters I had to delete about 8,000 words (and counting) and rewrite. Benefit is at least I am getting better.
@aesedai6 Just keep it at it. It may be far away, but you don't have to take great strides. If baby steps are all you can do, then baby steps it is. This is not a race. If it takes you a year, or ten years to get the book done that's ok.