I Love When Someone Can Make Me Feel Like I Matter

I love when a person makes me feel like I matter to them. My friends well exceed this and I have no complaints with or about them. My son died 10-21-2019 at the age of 21, and I won't ever hear from him again until I die. My daughter that is 19 won't talk to me since my son's death. So in this area I hurt the most. I have never had a true love relationship, and that hurts too. No one likes being used in life, and that has been my romantic love life as a series of used and left. So I would love one woman in this world to make me feel like I mattered not like a friend or uncle or father, but as her love and lover. This is the is the type of "Make Me Fell Like I Matter" that I seek. I am sure eventually my daughter will come back around, so that will pass in time folks.