I Love My Family

I’m divorced.
So right now my daughter is with her father.
She knows I’m getting rid of some of her old toys, it’s time to do so, she has too many, and there’s no space after Christmas. She understands. I’m this one with the problem. I think it would be easier if she were here. I think.

Something happens to me. I have an inner struggle and I can’t quite commit to getting rid of things. Even when I do, because she doesn’t use them anymore, I feel saddened in a major way. I feel depressed. It feels as if a part of me is dying. It sucks really.okay.