I Feel Ugly

I feel fat and ugly since I've gained 65lbs I now have thick arms, a big belly and a roll under my chin. Men stare at my belly, women ask me if I'm pregnant, and my husband insists that I jog 15 km a day, because he didn't sign up for marrying a fat girl, and that he just wants his hot skinny wife back....Truth be told I gained all of this weight since I started taking my life saving medication, I've tried coming off the meds and I developed hypotension and a heart arrhythmia, even if I miss a dose my heart goes all out of whack. So here I am getting fat but still alive, my husband doesn't find me attractive anymore and let's me know that on a daily basis. And I feel like shit......and unattractive. But I know that I have inner beauty.though the nice thing is guys don't hit on me anymore.

BlackWhiteAndRed · F

Your husband is treating you like this because you are taking life saving medication?
This sounds emotionally abusive. Is there any way you could counselling for these issues? Maybe? Because you can't allow yourself to be bullied like this.
If your husband doesn't support you, someone else will. Best wishes.