I Want to Talk to Her

Well, after having a 2 day break away from her, I saw her this morning. I had to take a deep breath and come up with the right words to tell her I'm sorry for how I reacted the way I did. I walked up to her and she said Hi. I reciprocated it back. I took another deep breath and finally told her I'm sorry that I walked away of when I found out she is engaged. I also told her that as a Friend in a calmed and collected manner, I like you and I'm glad we met. She also apologized to me that she lead me on and not knowing that it hurt my feelings in the process. I told her, I forgive you. We definitely exchanged some words that were spoken truthfully. I told her that I was speaking from the Heart but not from the mind. I feel much better because I needed the closure and tell of what I thought about her in general. I now finally figured out what it means to be a Man and tell someone of how I felt about them even we were Friends or not. Now I can finally move on but one thing is for sure, we will continue having our Awesome Conversations in the morning amongst Two Friends that I will cherish forever. As long as it takes but it doesn't change the fact, that I still like her. That will always remain.