I Feel Numb

His absence, taints my heart, in bristle agony, I feel my pulse weaken, in this dark vacant, home, the walls creep empty,the darkness has consumed me, a dreaded fear, the absence of him, cutthroat my dispair, recently I feel unaware, life is agnony, existence is pain, among all this shame, emotionless, hidden in vacant pain, I must remain, uncomplained, life will never be the same