I Feel NumbI miss talking to the grief counsellor lady. She helped me put things in perspective. Plus she just listened and the stuff I said mattered. It's so nice to have had that. Miss it.
I Feel NumbI guess that's okay with everything that's been happening. It just hurts no one in my life ever notices. Not that that's anything new. Lol Been that way my whole life. With the exception of a cousin who made Fun of me.
I Feel NumbI don't want to do anything anymore... people invite me out and I decline and say I have a lot of stuff to do or have other plans, when really I just stay in my room, I don't feel like eating or anything. What does it all matter anyway... no one... See More »
I Feel NumbHis absence, taints my heart, in bristle agony, I feel my pulse weaken, in this dark vacant, home, the walls creep empty,the darkness has consumed me, a dreaded fear, the absence of him, cutthroat my dispair, recently I feel unaware, life is agnony,... See More »
