I Lost Someone Important to Me

I don't have the courage to say hello- in fear I might break her heart all over again..I wish she would have said yes, and that she loved me back..then I'd never have gone down this path again. She was my star beam. And I'll always be her alien..Someday I hope she will realize how I really feel about her..and how I'll cross oceans to be by her side.. I didn't have the heart to watch them suffer, but now we are the ones who suffer. Im a fool.