I'm captivated by her words, so full of wonder and excitement Her faith in others is pure and untainted To her the world is cozy and full of epiphanic discoveries Her world is a place that I can only remember from a forgotten past We shared a kiss Passionate, prolonged, satisfying, contentful. I've never felt so alive.. Our tongues touched and danced in each others mouths She pulls away and giggles Her smile forever etched in my minds eye She seemed so far beyond her 40 years of life Her body so responsive to my touch She loves me and I her If only we could be together ! No-one will believe me if I told them So my feelings I hold them inside in a feeble attempt to hide them She smells of Lilac and strawberry scented shampoo I can hear her laugh while I reminisce on our time together It's been 4 years since that day Now she only exists in my dreams and hallucinations Participation's no longer possible If only I was dead I could hold her again Until then, I will continue to see her in the only place I can Under my eyelids...
@MontanamanBut I dnt wanna die right now, my granny is still alive . She had (already) so much pain . I Just wanna be with her , wanna take care of her as long as it is possible.
