I Think About Killing Myself

I am tired of cruel people. I try to be alone & they bully, kick us out & harrass us. I'd like to be in my own bubble & enjoy the internet but apparently I can't. My mom wants to kick me out of the car dai!y, she cant stand my anxieties. I don't know what to do when my parents die. No money, no house, no friends, no family etc.

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RoxClymer · 41-45, M

that is why I moved Far Far away from either of my parents and started a life of my own I was free to do what I needed or wanted to do for myself with no one in my face nagging me, causing my depression and anxiety

DarkSillyArtistGamerGeekdddddd · 31-35, F

@RoxClymer Yes, but that is harder to happen. More than ever people in their 20s are living with family. Even people with college degrees are still homeless.

RoxClymer · 41-45, M

@DarkSillyArtistGamerGeekdddddd I totally understand that, I was on a fixed income by 30, and about 85% goes into rent, I have also lived with family and the probably the most important thing I learned was I NEED my own space, even if it is in the same structure as family, i need room to be myself,

I guess it's all about priorities, do you want to live on your own eating white bread and ramen or live with someone and their constant nagging ?

DarkSillyArtistGamerGeekdddddd · 31-35, F

@RoxClymer I plan on making & growing my own food when I get housing so I can live without money. We may have nearly enough for housing & land but dad constantly says he wants to leave his sisters house & to find an apt but mom doesnt want to live with him. Hes like unhappy everywhere. He has many ailments. He was basically my only friend all along. Dang, I'm choking up. My mom gets regularly angry but she is caring & giving. I'm an introvert so about the only alone time I get is with earphones in the car watching vids. My mom constantly talks & I zone out a lot.