I Think About Killing Myself

I am tired of cruel people. I try to be alone & they bully, kick us out & harrass us. I'd like to be in my own bubble & enjoy the internet but apparently I can't. My mom wants to kick me out of the car dai!y, she cant stand my anxieties. I don't know what to do when my parents die. No money, no house, no friends, no family etc.