I Am Moving Out
It's only been 1 week, but 2 friends and I decided to move out ASAP. It was sort of a rushed decision, although we'd been talking about it for years. We paid rent electricity and are moving stuff in. This is something I've needed to do for awhile, because my family seems to drain me. I soak up all the negative energy and hate that everyone has towards each other here and I've noticed it affects me. I want to be in a different environment. I've felt myself slip into a hole that I don't know how to explain I guess and I don't feel like being around them is going to help me. It's the same battle everyday thats been going on since I was younger. Sometimes I feel like they don't want to fix it. There's more to the story than this, but this is all I'll share. I'm terrified, but I know moving out was the right step. Its a small trailer that reminds me of those cute tiny houses 馃槏 Definitely a fixer upper, but I like that I'm the one working for it. Next week I'll be fully moved in with my own little family 馃惐馃悎馃悋馃悹 馃槉馃榿
