I Don't Quite Know How to Say How I Feel
It would seem that my vocabulary is failing me yet again, because somehow I cannot find the words to say how I feel... I want to shout it from the rooftops, but what would I shout?
I want to shout out that I am ridiculously happy and it is all because of you - but that just seems a bit flippant. I want to shout that all my dreams have come true – but who would believe it? I want to shout that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and that I can’t wait to be by your side always – but I don’t even know where to begin.
So instead, I leave these words here for you to comb over, and perhaps by doing so, my meaning can be conveyed. That’s what we have always done when we could not bring ourselves to produce the words we want to say, isn’t it? We write down these thoughts in an attempt at communication.
Yes, perhaps instead of shouting from the rooftops, I will use the voice I have built up here over the years to say the things I cannot. I will use this voice to say that I will not take you for granted, ever, as you are so very precious to me. I will use it to say that you inspire me to be better than myself… to become the woman you see me as. I will use it to say that I love you and that I am yours, always.
Even if I don’t quite know how to say how I feel, I still need you to know this. I still need you to know that you are my everything.
I want to shout out that I am ridiculously happy and it is all because of you - but that just seems a bit flippant. I want to shout that all my dreams have come true – but who would believe it? I want to shout that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and that I can’t wait to be by your side always – but I don’t even know where to begin.
So instead, I leave these words here for you to comb over, and perhaps by doing so, my meaning can be conveyed. That’s what we have always done when we could not bring ourselves to produce the words we want to say, isn’t it? We write down these thoughts in an attempt at communication.
Yes, perhaps instead of shouting from the rooftops, I will use the voice I have built up here over the years to say the things I cannot. I will use this voice to say that I will not take you for granted, ever, as you are so very precious to me. I will use it to say that you inspire me to be better than myself… to become the woman you see me as. I will use it to say that I love you and that I am yours, always.
Even if I don’t quite know how to say how I feel, I still need you to know this. I still need you to know that you are my everything.
