Hopefully this means something positive to you but I've been ridiculed for being a shy scrawny man. Recently some chick started becoming interested in me at work. She's about your size from what I can see in this picture. I always figured maybe this was my purpose, to grow alongside someone in similar shoes as me yet opposite. Maybe people like this can better themselves together. I've seen this happen before between couples. Its quite beautiful when you see two couples grow in mind and body together. They'll both start at square 1 and get to square 100. The results are motivating.