I Crave

I miss the carefree days when I could just pick up and do whatever. No responsibilities, nobody depending on me. If I wanted to pass out drunk in a field with my underwear tied to my head I could do it and nobody was waiting at home, pacing, wondering where I was and when I was going to take the kids to daycare. Every now and again, it's nice to have a weekend or so to relive those days. Yeah, it's never quite the same. But still, a close approximation is nice.

It's the damnedest thing. When you're young and single, you spend your days pining away for a soulmate to spend your life with. When you find that soulmate, you spend your days pining for those young and single days. Sometimes I think we humans are just pre-programmed to be miserable SOBs.

lol Well, given what I initially joined up for, I'm sort of a fan of keeping any ties to my actual identity severed. If I get to know people they might learn a bit of my bio type stuff. I can say I've told no lies so far, either blatant or by way of omission.

Who doesn't like that wild feeling? Like you're alive again, like you're desired again, like the dormant excitement tamped down by a settled down life has broken free. It's like being young and free all over again.

Ain't no rivalry like a hockey rivalry. ;) If you're at all active on the Preds Facebook stuff there's a good chance we know some of the same people.

And I bet there's days where you'd love your heart to flutter, your legs to quake, and your spirit to soar into the sky.

And I respect respect. It's like respectception up in here. lol. . . even from a Preds fan. :P

A little something to get the brain firing and the heart pumping. Heh heh.

And any woman who can write about it like that deserves to feel it every now and again. ;)

Better stay passionate then darlin'. You're to interesting to go. ;)

Aww, but smiling hearts are fun. What's the fun in a sad heart?

Intrigue keeps life exciting, wouldn't you agree?

*takes a bow* Love to leave folks with a smile on their face.