I Sometimes Feel So Hopeless That I Cannot Even Hope For Hope

You are killing yourself slowly if what you say is true.
You do realize that when you don’t eat your metabolism slows down right?
So you won’t be loosing weight, in fact you could gain weight when you do start eating because of how slow your metabolism is, and it won’t effectively breakdown food fats and calories, because you’ve gone into starving mode.

So I recommend instead of doing this ineffective and dangerous method you go make an appointment with a nutritionist and come up with a HEALTHY game plan to loose weight that DOESN’T involve starving.

Oh no, sweetie. That's too thin! I'm 104 & trying my damnest to eat & gain weight! I hope you choose your health.♡

Yeah, that won’t work. See my response on your previous post: Get. Help.

Source: I’m in treatment for an eating disorder.

Starving yourself is a way of reducing one's weight; however, that's taking weight loss to that extreme will just deplete your energy and take a toll on you mentally. You should figure out roughly how many calories you burn in a day and eat like 500 calories less than that.

I was going to suggest patience, but after reading more you are doing it wrong. The Auschwitz diet is very unhealthy and will make you look very ugly to 99% of both men and women. As others have suggested, you need professional help. Good luck.

How tall are you?

So you want to be a stick? Lol.

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