I Love My Mom, But

I feel like I'm becoming her in a way. When I was growing up she would get into relationships with men where you knew she didn't really love them or they didn't treat her well but stayed because they were an extra income to help buy us things or to pay bills. I guess I'm the same way. I'm trying to keep my current relationship together. I do care about him but if we break up guess who winds up back out on the street again? I do.