I Am Lost and Confused and Devastated

My Story...........
[b]Hell, almost everyone here knows my story..it's been all over EP...but for those who don't know, I met and fell in love with a friend on EP. I fell so deeply in love with this man, I left my 20 year marriage, I left my mom and dad when he was having bypass surgery, I left my kids (all grown), I left my job, I left everything I knew. And he did nothing but lie...about everything.....everything. I forgave his lies...he was sooooo thankful!! [/b][b]He told me every day how gorgeous I was, but never wanted to make love to me. The promise that he could support me was a complete fabrication, he complained all the time that we had no money, although I saw the checkbook , and knew what was there. That's the whole reason I left..so that he could afford to get the meds he needed, and pay his bills. Since I've been here, he has continually broken his word to me, ignored me, disappeared on me..all the while insisting he loves me..and still says so...HA! Today he says he has a love interest....well, of course he does..I've been gone two whole weeks!!! He's returning to the life he had before he met me, and my life will never be the same.....[/b]

[b]Penny WEBB[/b]