I Am Scared of Falling In Love
I JUST NOW FIGURED THIS OUT!? I have always thought that I was TOO eager to find love. Especially after my divorce... I know my marriage HAD to end, but I felt incomplete and I needed to feel whole again so badly!
It's hard sharing a life you built with someone you know like the back of your hand! When you're married to someone for over a decade, you know just about everything there is to know about them. What they like/don't like, how they think, what they eat, etc. You can finish each other's sentences, and you have heard every one of their stories and jokes.
It's hard to start over and learn someone new. I feel like I am NEVER going to be able to love someone THAT completely, ever again. I don't know if I just haven't found the right person, or in being too picky, or perhaps I really AM just too scared to fall in love again...
It's hard sharing a life you built with someone you know like the back of your hand! When you're married to someone for over a decade, you know just about everything there is to know about them. What they like/don't like, how they think, what they eat, etc. You can finish each other's sentences, and you have heard every one of their stories and jokes.
It's hard to start over and learn someone new. I feel like I am NEVER going to be able to love someone THAT completely, ever again. I don't know if I just haven't found the right person, or in being too picky, or perhaps I really AM just too scared to fall in love again...
41-45, F
