grrrr you have to stop looking inward and obsessing about your looks etc... its not good for you or anyone.. so many young people do now.. I am not sure why... but you need to look outward, see the good things around you and in your life.. you need to see that whether we are pretty or not is NOT important and that WE are not the best judge of that anyway.. you will be beautiful to some and not to others.. that's just a fact.. so there is no point worrying so much about looks and body..