I Have Lost a Friend

[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkBvhnri5s0]I just got noticed that my ex best friends ex boyfriend who was also my friend overdosed. He was one of the smartest, kindest and funniest persons I’ve ever met. He gave me a bed for my place when mine broke and fed us when we were hungry. He white tall and handsome and had straight As and was on his way to becoming a business owner. Wealthy family and all. But battled with depression every day of his life. I’m torn whether or not to tell my ex best friend given that she’s already married to someone else. I’m conflicted because me and him had conversations and he understood my own pain a way no one else did. I am triggered because my other best friend is a meth addict and one day I might get a call that he’s the one who’s dead. I am sad because I saw myself in him and wonder if I could keep holding on. He was set for success, he was in a good point in his life. I had just seen him a month ago... and for the first time in a long time... he seemed happy... I am ok.i will be ok. I’m just mourning for his soul and hoping that he finally finds the peace he has been longing for. May he Rest In Peace. ❤️