I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

Today I gave up. I hate myself for it. For not being stronger. For not holding on and giving it time. Everyone keeps telling me to toughen up and not give up. I hate myself for being the weakest link. For being the one who wants to throw in the towel. I hate myself for showing my weakness. For letting them see me cry. If one more person tells me to hang in there I'll scream. One. I just want one person to walk up to me, give me a hug and say, it's ok, I'm doing the right thing, I've made the right decision and it will all be ok...