I Sometimes Feel Like Running Away As Far As Possible

Today I want to run away. I want to run far away and I say every day to a friend - I want to just sleep and feel like me again . My brother is a physician and said to me today - you will never be how you were . I felt punched in the gut and wanted to cry . I know I will never be Me again - I just don't want to live with all the pain , medication and unsureness

I have decided I will prove I will be better than before