I Feel Broken Inside

When i wasn't looking for anything special, you found me. At first i was so skeptic. I was always pushing back and you could tell that i was trying to let you go. Then when i realized i really did like you i was scared and almost blew it, then you gave me a second chance and i could find me falling for you. You first said you really did love me on February 17th. Everything was great until April. Without even opening up to me you said you wanted to leave which left me in anger and i remember screaming in the bathroom. Then the next day you told me you needed to figure some stuff out and i let you. You told me in that month you couldn't last a week without me. That it would be awful. Now here we are in June and we haven't talked at all because I BLEW it off! I blew it off because you were distancing yourself from me and I felt like you weren't opening up to me. Why?? Is what i ask you. But of course you don't like sharing your problems with me which leaves me clueless, because what if i am the problem and you're just to scared to tell me.