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I Feel Broken Inside

Pulling Through

The world around me stands in darkness,
The murky water that I stand in,
It threatens to take hold and pull me under.
My past embarrassing transgressions become fore-front in my mind,
It never lets me forget the things I've done and the things I've said.

The harder I try,
The stronger my might for this world of mine to turn out right.
I try to find the light all around me,
I try to be understanding to the people who surround me,
Then I try to hold on to the hope that I won't always be lonely.

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SoFine · 46-50, F

Your first true love is your self-love.
The light you seek, is your inner light of your higher self.
Then seek you first, build you up. How to build you up, is for you to figure out.
Being at home in you, is your anchor in life.
Then when you seek love, you seek it from a place of fill, not empty, empty will come across as needy.
Then it is time to be your own best friend.
You complete and validate you, not one other can do this, why? they are facing their own life drama.
We each add to each other, yet we cannot fill one that does not know who they are.
You fill you, from the inside out ......

sillysweetgirl · 26-30, F

Excuse me but just because I wrote this, doesn't always mean that I think or feel that. Sometimes a line or two comes to mind and I just go with it. Honestly, I'm not with anyone right now because I choose not to be with anyone.