I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

I have been struggling with my depression so bad these last couple of months. I am having a really hard time with it. That on top of the borderline is about to kill me. I'm going to the doctor today to get put on meds...I just hope they work. Funny thing...I'm on Lamictal for my epilepsy, and I've been seeing that it is commonly used as a treatment aid, but it helps none with my moods.