I Don't Want to Love Him Anymore

I still remember the day you left
My heart shattered on the floor
You walked away so easily
Walked right on out that door

Never stopped to think
Or take one last look at me
Crying on the floor there
You stole my sanity

I'll never be the same again
These wounds will never heal
Never feeling any closure
This relentless pain I feel

How can I live without your love?
It's all I've ever known
You gave my life a purpose
You gave my heart a home

But now I'll never have you
That terrible mistake
I hope you'll always know
My life is yours to take

Wishing, hoping, dreaming
One day you'll return
And rescue me from this darkness
Maybe one day I'll learn

You're never coming back I know
You've already moved on
Away from the hopeless broken mess
I built my life upon

And so I sit and waste away
Until my days are done
Joy and happiness has escaped me
Now that my love is gone.