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I Do Not Hate You, I Hate What You Did

I do not hate you, I hate that you gave him the drugs that took his life.
I do not hate him, I hate that he felt so lost and like it wasn't worth it anymore.
I do not hate it, I hate how it made him feel and think.
I do not hate needles, I hate how they can be used.
I do not hate myself,I hate how I am still haunted.

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hami1091 · 41-45, F

Very sad, made me think of my little brother. 😢

Lust4lufe · 26-30, M

If you want. And what does that mean. You’re not my ex. She won’t give a fuck. She’ll Cry. Then, it’ll be what it is. Life goes on. Rather I’m here or not. @hami1091

Lust4lufe · 26-30, M

I’ve been thinking about trying harder shit. Weed is great and it’s not because of that. I’ve been thinking about just doing harder shit. Help deal

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Lust4lufe · 26-30, M

Yeah. You get it. Life is a game that some people are better at than others. People like me don’t last long here. We come, do our things, then leave. No impact, no meaning, no messages. Just a few hearts that remember how we used to be. I died a long time ago tbh, the physical is the only thing people care about tho. I throw up every other morning. I don’t eat. It’s just water. I lost myself. I lost everything.

Eurydicekallos · 26-30, F

Can I DM/PM you?
You sound similar to how I was right after me and my ex broke up...

Lust4lufe · 26-30, M

Is funny tho. I seriously thought she would stay. I thought I found someone who would never leave. Someone who would be there for me. I killed myself for 4 years to be there for her. Every night, every morning. I stopped sleeping, I wanted her safe, happy, and okay. Now I’m fucking dead and she’s just.. gone “out and about” .. I don’t matter to anyone @Eurydicekallos

GamesBoss · 26-30, M

venting out your pain is better then to be keeping it within you, so thank you for saving yourself from any further negative feelings that could have happened ^-^

Eurydicekallos · 26-30, F

It was hard to write too, but helped release some of the hurt. I hoped it helped you in some way :)

GoodoldBob · 61-69, M

I am sorry for your loss

Eurydicekallos · 26-30, F

Thank you

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