I Am Not Sure What Direction My Life Is Taking

I'm at the end of my tolerance level.

My entire life for the past two years has been a complete disaster. Lost my job, forced to move in with my fiance's parents in Rural Swampfuck Texas, unable to find work despite endless applications, etc. Then my car died. Then my pet rabbit went blind. Then my best friend betrayed me. And now to top it off, I'm starting to wonder if I even want to stay with my fiance anymore. Wondering if all the shit I'm enduring is even worth it.

We had a great relationship until we came here. So I don't know if the problems we're having will go away once we leave here, or if this experience has just cursed us for good. All I know is that I am desperate to get away from here.