I Need Help

It seems to be a recurring problem really, but I just can't put my blades down and leave them there. (If you're going to say I'm a mental case then leave now because I don't want or need you) things just aren't going right (I don't wish to discuss them) and I really need help to not self harm anymore. It's getting beyond the point where I can pass it off as something else. It's a big issue and help would be greatly appreciated