I Sometimes Want to Just Give Up
I want to give up on getting up in the morning
Give up on going to a job where my absence means no difference
Give up on a relationship where nothing is as it was and all we do is argue constantly
Want to give up on being the strong one for a change. I had to be strong through losing my 2 closest relatives (minus my parents of course) to cancer I had to stay strong for my family. Had to be there to make sure there were ok. Even when inside all I wanted to do was break down.
I just cant.
I find it physically and mentally impossible to give up cos I was raised to work hard no matter what.
Raised to fight for what I want and need. Fight through anything, through any pain both physical and mental.
I'm always the strong one but now I want to give in and surrender
Give up on going to a job where my absence means no difference
Give up on a relationship where nothing is as it was and all we do is argue constantly
Want to give up on being the strong one for a change. I had to be strong through losing my 2 closest relatives (minus my parents of course) to cancer I had to stay strong for my family. Had to be there to make sure there were ok. Even when inside all I wanted to do was break down.
I just cant.
I find it physically and mentally impossible to give up cos I was raised to work hard no matter what.
Raised to fight for what I want and need. Fight through anything, through any pain both physical and mental.
I'm always the strong one but now I want to give in and surrender
