have you ever had a mental illness?

i was seriously unwell from august of last year to febuary of this year, i was hearing voices and thought all my neighbours and my family were involved in a polt to murder me and had hidden cameras all over my house, i said lots of insane things to people during this period, destroyed every one of my friendships and ruined my relationship with my sister.... ive found it such a struggle to get back to normal now that im doing better, im still hearing voices from time to time and im constantly bombarded with the sickest thoughts ever, i worry constantly if ill ever be 'normal' ever again....

drugs are bad lol