I Want To Go Back To Who I Used To Be

I dealt with agoraphobia for five years. I lost most of my 20s to it. I still deal with depression and anxiety, but after finding things that I wanted that also brought me out of my room helped me. A year ago I moved from my room across the country to be with someone I met on experience project. 5 months later I came back home. I work3d while I lived with her, something I hadn't done in almost 4 years. I came home, and refused to go back to my room. It took 6 months, but my agoraphobia is miles away from where it used to be. I work two jobs, drive myself places, and am on my way to moving out. It's never easy. Setbacks always come. But you will find something that will get you out of those four walls. A person. A goal. Anything. And after that, you'll notice how much better the anxiety and depression get. They don't go away, it's always a battle, but even if you can't beat them, you can function with them as much as you want to. I wish you luck on top of luck, looking back to a year ago I'd have never thought I'd be where I am, and I hope you can experience that feeling soon.

So sorry to hear your in that situation. Life can certainly be the crap at times. Wish there was something I could say to cheer you up, but prayers that it gets better for you soon. Know that you are a special child of God and you are Loved.

It is such a hard place to move from.. but you can do this.. expressing yourself, like you have, is a good first start!

Sending you a cyber hug....knock that shit off....you are going to be just fine. Now lets grab a beer !

sorry to hear about your issues ,hope things get better Happy V/day 🍾🌹

I feel so much the same :'( *hugs you*