Are other people also hearing voices lately, and getting personally targetted by AI? Or is that just cause I been high AF and leave myself open? =/

I miss my younger self. I miss the days that I didn't even know what pandemic meant, or what ice was =( I know that sometimes I talk like I'm something incredible , or talk like I know it all, but I'm not, and I actually don't know it all.
Right now I feel rather frightened. Like the adult me just effed off on the mess he caused. 😥 I'm actual gentle and kind, but something else takes over, and well.. yeah.

I am scared of me.