I'm so stressed im tired of being tired i don't even know why im stressed but where is everyone? I'm there for them where are they?

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/shrink/201210/are-you-people-pleaser

If they're not there for you or people use you a lot, they don't respect you. If you're too nice, people will walk all over you. You need to establish boundaries and such and be willing to push other peoples' boundaries just a bit. Stick up for yourself.

I know the feeling. Got a call from my nephew, first call in years, he's in big trouble and needs 3500 dollars. I've always been a soft touch so I give it to him and he's happy for a few weeks and actually texts me a few times but then he Ghosted me. Wow! That hits hard.

I feel the same.