self nihilistic?

Call it weird but i know in the grand scheme of things i don't matter. Ultimately 100 years from now most of the world won't know i exist. It's fine. I actually find it comforting.theres benefits to being meaningless. Id be stressed out if i had some higher purpose and It just leads me to cherish the few who do notice me. I'll live my life for them and that's enough for me.

Meaningless to the world. Everything to one person who makes it worthwhile.